ive got troubled thoughts and body issues and personality problems and jealousy and other uncontrollable emotions and a self esteem to match
what a catch
Wow. I really have nothing.
This is my ex… Ik adorable! Well he use to be better lookin but I made him hate the world. I broke his heart including mine. I left him and I know he will never love anyone the way he loved me. The biggest regret on life is missing out on him. I’m sorry Eric. I hope you see this one day. I hope you don’t hate the world as much as I think you do bc of me. Ik how much you depended on me for reasoning with life. I’m sorry I walked away and made it seem easy. It wasn’t easy. I chose this picture bc ik your wearing that shirt for a reason and you know that reason. Your not a waste of life and you never were. Ik I made everything worse for you. We had it made. Why I walked away? I really don’t know. But. My life got worse. Everything was ok with you. The world seemed less real. You know how crazy I am. I’m just as crazy as you. We can’t take a crazy world. That’s why we had each other. If you wonder how I’m doing I wanna let you know that I’m not ok on the inside. I have a boy friend and I love him but it’s not the same. It’ll never be like our love. I abuse drugs and alchol every day so I can forget the realniss of the world that you took away. I don’t like how it was left. The way I gave you all your stuff back. All I wanted to do after not seeing for 8 months was run and jump in your arms like I always use to but ik I couldn’t. Ik I had to restrain myself from crying when I saw you till after I left. I still love you like I always have and it will never change.Eric Puzio | ph. Kevin Amato
Life’s harsh and cold truth
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